Sunday 27 2012: Psalm 67

Psalm 67: May God be gracious to us and bless us and make his face shine on us so that your ways may be known on earth, your salvation  among all nations. May the peoples praise you, God; may all the peoples praise you. May the nations be glad and sing for joy, for you rule the peoples with equity and guide the nations of the earth. May the peoples praise you, God; may all the peoples praise you. The land yields its harvest; God, our God, blesses us. May God bless us still, so that all the ends of the earth  will fear him.

Psalm 27: Of David: The Lord is my light  and my salvation — whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold  of my life— of whom shall I be afraid? When the wicked advance against me to devourme, it is my enemies and my foes who will stumble and fall. Though an army besiege me, my heart will not fear; though war break out against me, even then I will be confident. One thing I ask from the Lord, this only do I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the Lord and to seek him in his temple. For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe  in his dwelling; he will hide me  in the shelter of his sacred tent and set me high upon a rock. Then my head will be exalted above the enemies who surround me; at his sacred tent I will sacrifice  with shouts of joy; I will singand make music  to the Lord. Hear my voice when I call, Lord; be merciful to me and answer me. My heart says of you, “Seek his face!” Your face, Lord, I will seek. Do not hide your face from me, do not turn your servant away in anger; you have been my helper. Do not reject me or forsake me, God my Savior. Though my father and mother forsake me, the Lord will receive me. Teach me your way, Lord; lead me in a straight path because of my oppressors. Do not turn me over to the desire of my foes, for false witnesses  rise up against me, spouting malicious accusations.I remain confident of this: I will see the goodness of the Lord in the land of the living.Wait  for the Lord; be strong  and take heart and wait for the Lord.

what’s about susan koniak?: who’s a false, or neglectful, lazy, or cold-blooded uncaring prophet? Weren’t the scriptures of earlier weeks/months pretty explaining on that issue well? it seems it was all my misunderstanding on something, to do blunders, was’nt it? ;  if it’s God’s will, i heard that He let his servants know His Will through all of its intellect, emotion, and sense of fairness (or other word, not sure); all these time, the person i thought to be was actually somebody else? i must have been very confused, myself  laughable?; all these thinking, posting, arn’t they really out of reality? anrn’t i really serious about my finan……?; there seems to be amazing coincidence b/ the kennedy lady and me. amazing.  not just the contents of the case, but also timing wise. she seemed to have been in far better condition than me, who had been in almost impossible situation. why did she choose that path? if i were in her shoes, i wouldn’t have been that desperate. i guess she had been too conscious and see reality. G- had halfway drugged me; i have been half way conscious halfway unconscious, in zombi condition for most of the past, how many months, actually for years. now, seems to becoming somewhat normal, getting conscious. ; the name of heroin so double edged? to annoy & provoke? it seems to be so multipurposed, $, serious education & delivery of intentions, outlet of …….  name it…..sleep talk? without snoring? ; so, want me to read the book and criti.. do i have time for all these, three books of series, magazine articles filed up, and now another book? and according to….am seriously supposed to look for …. and kids can not stay still for most of time.; visual spacial thinking is said to be inheritable?; blessed are who hunger, thirst for righteousness; scriptures telling the greatness and majesty ; visual thinker traits – once upon a time, did somebody call me “attention span of gold fish”?; great affection on spammana;  false reports.

Sunday May 20 2012: Psalm 84

Psalm 84: How lovely is your dwelling place, Lord Almighty! My soul yearns, even faints, for the courts of the Lord; my heart and my flesh cry out for the living God. Even the sparrow has found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may have her young— a place near your altar, Lord Almighty, my King and my God. Blessed are those who dwell in your house; they are ever praising you.Blessed are those whose strength is in you, whose hearts are set on pilgrimage. As they pass through the Valley of Baka,     they make it a place of springs; the autumn rains also cover it with pools.They go from strength to strength, till each appears  before God in Zion. Hear my prayer, Lord God Almighty; listen to me, God of Jacob. Look on our shield O God;  look with favor on your anointed one. Better is one day in your courts than a thousand elsewhere; I would rather be a doorkeeper in the house of my God than dwell in the tents of the wicked. For the Lord God is a sun  and shield; the Lord bestows favor and honor; no good thing does he withhold from those whose walk is blameless. Lord Almighty, blessed  is the one who trusts in you.

Isaiah 35: Joy of the Redeemed: The desert and the parched land will be glad; the wilderness will rejoice and blossom. Like the crocus, it will burst into bloom; it will rejoice greatly and shout for joy. The glory of Lebanon  will be given to it, the splendor of Carmel  and Sharon; they will see the glory  of the Lord, the splendor of our God. Strengthen the feeble hands, steady the knees that give way; say  to those with fearful hearts, “Be strong, do not fear; your God will come, he will come with vengeance; with divine retribution he will come to save  you.” Then will the eyes of the blind be opened and the ears of the deaf   unstopped. Then will the lame leap like a deer, and the mute tongue shout for joy. Water will gush forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert. The burning sand will become a pool, the thirsty ground   bubbling springs. In the haunts where jackals once lay, grass and reeds and papyrus will grow. And a highway will be there; it will be called the Way of Holiness; it will be for those who walk on that Way. The unclean will not journey on it; wicked fools will not go about on it. No lion will be there, nor any ravenous beast; they will not be found there. But only the redeemed will walk there, and those the Lord has rescued will return. They will enter Zion with singing; everlasting joy   will crown their heads. Gladness   and joy will overtake them, and sorrow and sighing will flee away. 

Matthew 5: “Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted. Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. Blessed are the merciful, for they will be shown mercy. Blessed are the pure in heart, for they will see God. Blessed are the peacemakers, for they will be called children of God. Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. Rejoice and be glad,  because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.“You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled underfoot. “You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others,  that they may see your good deeds  and glorify  your Father in heaven.

Revelation: The Destruction of City Babylon and The Arrival of City New Jerusalem

yesterday and today, i read revelation. i had the impulse of having to read it. read it years ago, but don’t have any faint memory of it, looked like alien language. there was a startling contrast between the destruction of the city babylon (why there is mention of color purple, disturbing) and the arrival of new jerusalme. reading of the beginning part almost alarmed me. i couldn’t believe what i was reading. but started finding peace as i read it further. the key nature of God’s chosen one seems to be: Revelation 21:6-8: He said to me: “It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega,   the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and He will be my son. But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars —their place will be in the fiery lake of burning sulfur.   This is the second death.”……the holy  city New Jerusalem, tree of life, river of water of life…….

it is really painful. why i can not be a free person. why everybody from everyside are gnawing on my neck? there seems tbe no free space for me to breath. what the h…. is this?

what is offial category? ; what is japanese nature?; “He’s written an essay like we’re back ag school…” i love the essay too. it’s so distractive to read, when i have to concentrate on my emergencies……i don’t seem to have the ability to see crises as crises.; “details” to where, what kind of contents.; financial psychology horrible, but mentally, feels like richer than before.; my divorce or; galactical federation of light.; my computer almost doesn’t function, can not do anything at all. now am using it at bookstore. it became useless. can not copy news at all for later reading, and too slow.

Sunday May 6 2012: Psalm 65, 2 Samuel 22:47

Psalm 65: Praise awaits you, our God, in Zion; to you our vows will be fulfilled. You who answer prayer, to you all people will come. When we were overwhelmed by sins, you gorgave our transgressions. Blessed are those you choose and bring near to live in your courts! We are filled with the good things of your house, of your holy temple. You answer us with awesome and righteous deeds, God our Savior, the hope of all the ends of the erath and of the farthest seas, who formed the moutains by your power, having armed yourself with strength, who stilled the roaring of the seas, the roaring of their waves, and the turmoil of the nations. The whole earth is filled with awe at your wonders; where morning dawns, where evening fades, you call forth songs of joy. You care for the land and water it; you enrich it abundantly. The streams of God are fileed with water to provide the people with grain, for so you have ordained it. You drench its furrows and level its ridges; you soften it with showers and bless its crops. You crown the year with your bounty, and your carts overflow with abundance. The grasslands of the wilderness overflow; the hills are clothes with gladness. The meadows are covered with flocks and the valleys are mantled with grain; they shout for joy and sing.

Matthew 3:10: The ax is already at the root of the trees, and every tree that does not produce good fruit will be cut down and thrown into the fire.

2 Samuel 22:47: The Lord liveth; and blessed be my rock; and exalted be the God of the rock of my salvation.

gay marriage. of course. that’s why even don’t feel need to talk about. the rights of all individual of different shapes to live normally should be guaranteed. ; some confusing but happy titles of mails. every minute, every hour, i feel accepted, and rejected, on top of the world and on the bottom of the world. it’s extremely alternating emotion toward life, world. ; it is interesting. despite my incomplete english (we call it konglish), still some of my writings got into higher rankings of web search of several social issues. no expectation seems to work better in some cases like this. but anyway, the reason i can not actually start writing of my own stuffs like books etc are, in the middle of all mess of life and divorce, (a) i don’t have a professional english editor; (b) my computer is not safe, secure at all, so it is likely to lose the drafts if i write something; (c) when i have just one or two months of financial security for now, it doesn’t sound reasonable to focus on writing. if i start write, i have to do it full time, most likely, with bunch of materials all around.; keep waiting. often confused what is what.; they are dark gray in the rece nt rolling stone; but in time cover of 2006, they were caramel dark brown. how could color change?; if don’t hear any specifics, i have to try to apply by myself anyway. nobody seems to see my reality.;”empty words” what does this mean? up to now, the support money have barely covered just housing and food, if came in time. (often didn’t come in time, so i used my mother’s money especially in early months). the rest of the remaining expenses mostly came from my mother, who says wouldn’t do it further. the lawyer says the court will further cut spousal support because of my degree and probably take away car, so either i buy new car or take over the payments/insurance for old car, and had to take over roungly 30-40% credit card debts/payment, regardle financial condition. as in the past, in future, i may get 50 % of total expenses from the support (if he is not deported, if he willings to pay in time)  and the rest of the expenses i have to come up with. it’s not laughing matter. that’s why i asked specifics. and the lawer, court doesn’t consider the fact that he has blocked my efforts to apply online (which is most case), no matter whether what’s the outcome, i have to take sole responsibility. like last time, when i wanted to do apply for something more useful work, he cut off internet, phone, leaving me not able to continue that. wouldn’t imaging the devastating psychological damage when even can not make efforts and everythings have been blocked whenever tried. that’s why he should disappear from this planet, to leave other usuful people to serve the planet better. would try to get in other’s shoes to feel how it’s like?

i could be a nerd in many aspects of life, but could be pretty good if concentrate on one damm thing. my concentration can be sometimes strong, so that while thinking about something, i close coffee bottle with the lid of boiling pot. that’s the strength of my occassional concentration, to laugh. i’m saying this as my strength, as someone pointed out that human’s multitasking ability is kind of bogus.; ”why make problemes out of nothing” there’s real problem. because need to apply for…..for the sake of next court hearting, along with economic reason. if put in office during daytime, could help orchestrate third industrial revolution while expanding strengthening the current economic base, in a way of detering the rise of China as a number one by maintaining this nation in its front place. “we don’t know who we are.”: so without digging on it, and combining all the knowledge of intellects, wouldn’t know exactly how far things could be possible. as a desperate who needs to hop out of current dillema. all previous accademic prediction of rise and fall of nations in world status of economics politics have been based on past knowledge, patterns, observations of how things had worked in the past through history, no matter economics, politics, or history. but there could be revolution in reshaping these traditional pattern/knowledge bases, too. as the world change so rapidly. 

seriously need protection from ex, ex’s interference with my computer. otherwise, i will go down seriously. even moments ago, while i was getting into e-mail, it continuously diverted to  other sites, couldn’t do anything with it or log out. and even when trying to get into this website, it continuously got into fishing sites. i had to restart computer and try again. i have just two weeks to try on….  before going to the court. and if he keeps doing this, which i’m sure he will, as he had done before and blocked me on doing anything, i am will be in lifetime trouble……..and please know that i’m amazingly grateful for what Thy have done……although i haven’t had chance to express, as usual……..; what are the calendars in screen?; today, the court hearing of child custory is delayed again to a few weeks later. was told that i have to apply for any kind of work. heard that people around the court believe that they should further cut support money for me because of education (not that it was large or enough amount; half and half rule for long marraige doesn’t count here at all, simply because of education, despite violence). it ‘s not under consideration whether the degree by now actually helps me for that or hurt. i believe, apart from my case, that the court system should understand the latest statistics, cultural trend here in which even working moms who had glorious career before taking 3-4 years of maternity leaves have faced far harsh time to get back to workplace after their blank years in resume. in my case, it should be worse. (what does the Llord want me to do?; reality says one thing and the Llord seems to say another. at which rhythem, am i supposed to dance? i don’t quite know what the Llord wants me to do. confusing) i tried before several times. but ex’s inteferences with my computer,  all other meanspirited interferences and malicious happenings, and too much info on me in web made me feel dreadful, exhausted. i have to try again, and wish he is in no place to interfere with my life forever.; “blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the earth”; “euodia and i plead with syntyche” meaning?; now, i’m ann gosling?; all muscles are aching. guess it’s the cost of erasing, clearing up the first chapter of unfortunate event of first marriage thing.

 

Sunday April 29 2012

Psalm 63: A psalm of David. When he was in the Desrt of Judah.

You, God, are my God, earnestly I seek you; I thirst for you, my whole being belongs for you, in a dry and parched land where there is no water. I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory. Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you. I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will life up my hands. I will be fully satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise you. On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night. Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings. I cling to you; your right hand upholds me. Those who want to kill me will be destroyed; they will go down to the depth of the earth. They will be given over to the sword and become food for jackals. But the king will rejoice in God; all who swear by God will glory in him, while the mouths of liars will be silenced.

Matthew 21:22: All things, whatsoever ye shall, ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive.

thy great. damn me, double crab.; isn’t there any limitation of how much a humanbeing can achieve in lifetimre? and all latest drama of danger;

the great light of the world. apple of eye. purple flower. hypnotized. 2 hrs apart. ; briefly stopped starbucks to check. have to leave.;in this process, earnestly i ask God, what’s wrong with me. why this (intolerable) excessiveness/obsession of certain things, while ignoring the rest of else, even after all these times of exhaustion. still i have some leftover hope/motivation of something? i’m intolerablly excessive, overdone for certain things.; yesterday, i finally had to give up my collection of almost a century’s volume of national geographic magazines. i dreamed of having one full wall of yellow national geographic magazine in bookshelves eventually when i settle down. it had been excruciating to carry them around while moving how many times? and couldn’t do it anymore. and other issues of times, travel, interior, whatever. they are supposed to be my visual contents aids when eventually start writing. with them probably i could have write for several hundred years. (i seeme to have every possible materials to do that, except actually writing. i thought initially teach for a while but eventually write. but neither happened. once was writing for a while but my ex stole the flash drive to prevent it; now i can not rely on computer either. don’t have that much time either. sometime even wonder about handwriting.) because of all these stuffs, my movin takes forever. and my all limbs are aching, seem almost death experience. now, though still have lots of stuffs, am embarassed to go back to my old place. because i exchanged goodby with a few neighbors a few days ago but still going back daily.; biography. children’s version or grown up version.; seriously, though read just some part of beginning, who wrote “the book.” is it really she or custom-ordered or somebody else.

i read the book a few pages each time when possible. is it custom’s design? how many including me relates to this book?; everyday, i live because of God’s promise and l. otherwise, nothing that much meaningful. as time goes by, life means more focused on by God. putting my past behind by moving out is taking a lot of time now. rain and even tornado warning. ; instead of being on top of mountain, i am on top of apt, with a open view. up to now, my place became beautifuller, brighter, with the addition of view. built kind of shrine, surrounded by things i like, pictures of colors and pictures of l. i’m kind of happy, for now, except missing part. i miss. constantly think.

Sunday April 22 2012: Psalm 51, Phillippians 4:11

 Psalm 51: Have mercy on me, O God, according to your unfailing love; blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my inequity and cleanse me from my sin. For I know my transgressions, and my is always before me. Against you, you only, have I sinned and done what is evil in your sight, so that you are proved right when you speak and justified when you judge. Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me. Surely you desire truth in the inner parts; you teach me wisdom in the inmost place. Cleanse me with hyssop, and I will be clean; wash me, and I will be whiter than snow. Let me hear joy and gladness; let the bones you have crushed rejoice. Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity. Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a  steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from your presence or take your Holy Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of  your salvation and grant me a willing spirit, to sustain me. Then I will teach transgressors your ways, and sinners will turn back to you. Save me from bloodguilt, O God, the God who saves me, and my tongue will sing of your righteousness. O Lord, open my lips, and my mouth will declare your praise. You do not delight in sacrifice, or I would bring it, you do not take pleasure in burnt offerings. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. In your good pleasure make Zion prosper; build up the walls of Jerusalem. Then there will be righteous sacrifices, whole burnt offerings to delight you; then bulls will be offered on your altar.

Philippians 4:11: When peace, like a river, attendeth my way, When sorrows like sea billows roll-Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say, It is well, it is well with my soul. It is well I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.

what are the screen calendars for. what. when. free moving, how; so, what am i supposed to do? don’t expect i know what to do. the only thing, i can follow.; all these time, i seem to have confused about what from where. now i get more confused, but one thing seems to be clear.; i am kind of upset with the economists of economist (the magazine). it is supposed to be a busy week of packing for moving. and they published the issue of the third industrial revolution, making me feel obliged to check on what they say, while supposed to focus on packing. i’m very upset for this distraction. when i am supposed to focus on the trivials of life.; the court case for kids is delayed again. i was going to take whatever the outcome. believing whatever is God’s decision (no matter short term or long term). i seem to have become very obedient, seem to have little desire or vigor to disagree, fight on anything that much. it seems, i don’t have enough blood on my veins to generate that enough energy to fight or disagree. i had one or so free time to wander around by myself before picking up kids from school, which was great. killing time without doing anything, that is best time for me. when i have to hang around anywhere with kids, i feel like my body weight is more than 200 LB. that’s what i feel all the time, to argue with them. they are…. but getting far better. i was happy today. felt like smiling face was with me all the time. i was happy. although have no idea what to do.; no matter whether it’s God’s compassion or pity, i am just thankful. flower petals being thrown into sea in a bright shinning day. beautiful. somebody typed “financial storm.” i guess it’s my ex.

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Sunday Oct 23 2011: Isaiah 65: Behold, I will create new heavens and a new earth. The former things will not be remembered, nor will they come to mind. But be glad and rejoice forever in what I will create, for I will create Jerusalem to be a delight and its people a joy. I will rejoice over Jerusalem and take delight in my people; the sound of weeping and of crying will be heard in it no more. The wolf and the lamb will feed together, and the lion will eat straw like the ox, but dust will be the serpent’s food. They will neither harm nor destroy on all my holy mountain.

Sunday Sept 18 2011: Isaiah 40: A voice of one calling: “In the desert prepare the way for the LORD; make straight in the wilderness a highway for our God. Every valley shall be raised up, every mountain ad hill made low; the rough ground shall become level, the rugged places a plain. And the glory of the LORD will be revealed, and all mankind together will see it. For the mouth of the LORD has spoken.” A voice says, “Cry out.” And I said, “What shall I cry?” “All men are like grass, and all their glory is like the flowers of the field. The grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of our God stands forever.”

Sunday Sept 11 2011: Isaiah 35: The desert and the parched land will be glad; the wilderness will rejoice and blossom. Like the crocus, it will burst into bloom; it will rejoice greatly and shout for joy. They will see the glory of the LORD, the splendor of our God. Then will the eyes of the blind be opened and the ears of the deaf unstopped. Then will the lame leap like a deer, and the tongue of the dumb  shout for joy. Water will gush forth in the wilderness and streams in the desert. And a highway will be there; it will be called the Way of Holiness. The unclean will not journey on it; But only the redeemed will walk there, and the ransomed of the LORD will return (what does this mean?). They will enter Zion with singing; everlasting joy will crown their heads. Gladness and joy will over take them, and sorrow and sighing  will flee away.

 whose family?; what is it exactly?; regarding ex, no matter whether it becomes some kind of program or imprison…. he is likely to get fired. that’s what i heard from a nurse at a doctor’s office when i got there last summer for injury. i need very specific ways of getting out of my corner. i would greatly appreciate thy help.; the whole volume seems to be in interesting order.

Sunday April 15 2012: Psalm 46, I Kings 19:1-18

^{Psalm 46: 1} God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble. ² Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give way and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, ³ though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging.^{[c]  4} There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, the holy place where the Most High dwells. ⁵ God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day. ⁶ Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall; he lifts his voice, the earth melts.  ⁷ The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.  ⁸ Come and see what the LORD has done, the desolations he has brought on the earth. ⁹ He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth. He breaks the bow and shatters the spear; he burns the shields^[d] with fire. ¹⁰ He says, “Be still, and know that I am God; I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”  ¹¹ The LORD Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.

Psalm 16:11: Thou wilt show me the path of life: in thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore.

I Kings 19:1-18: ¹ Now Ahab told Jezebel everything Elijah had done and how he had killed all the prophets with the sword. ²So Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah to say, “May the gods deal with me, be it ever so severely, if by this time tomorrow I do not make your life like that of one of them.” ³ Elijah was afraid^[a] and ran for his life. When he came to Beersheba in Judah, he left his servant there, ⁴ while he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness. He came to a broom bush, sat down under it and prayed that he might die. “I have had enough, LORD,” he said. “Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors.” ⁵ Then he lay down under the bush and fell asleep. All at once an angel touched him and said, “Get up and eat.” ⁶ He looked around, and there by his head was some bread baked over hot coals, and a jar of water. He ate and drank and then lay down again. ⁷ The angel of the LORD came back a second time and touched him and said, “Get up and eat, for the journey is too much for you.” ⁸ So he got up and ate and drank. Strengthened by that food, he traveled forty days and forty nights until he reached Horeb, the mountain of God. ⁹ There he went into a cave and spent the night. The LORD Appears to Elijah And the word of the LORD came to him: “What are you doing here, Elijah?”  ¹⁰ He replied, “I have been very zealous for the LORD God Almighty. The Israelites have rejected your covenant, torn down your altars, and put your prophets to death with the sword. I am the only one left, and now they are trying to kill me too.”  ¹¹ The LORD said, “Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the LORD, for the LORD is about to pass by.” Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. ¹² After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper. ¹³ When Elijah heard it, he pulled his cloak over his face and went out and stood at the mouth of the cave. Then a voice said to him, “What are you doing here, Elijah?”  ¹⁴ He replied, “I have been very zealous for the LORD God Almighty. The Israelites have rejected your covenant, torn down your altars, and put your prophets to death with the sword. I am the only one left, and now they are trying to kill me too.”  ¹⁵ The LORD said to him, “Go back the way you came, and go to the Desert of Damascus. When you get there, anoint Hazael king over Aram. ¹⁶ Also, anoint Jehu son of Nimshi king over Israel, and anoint Elisha son of Shaphat from Abel Meholah to succeed you as prophet. ¹⁷ Jehu will put to death any who escape the sword of Hazael, and Elisha will put to death any who escape the sword of Jehu. ¹⁸ Yet I reserve seven thousand in Israel—all whose knees have not bowed down to Baal and whose mouths have not kissed him.”

what’s up with google? all the time?

Scripture: Revelation 21. Song: Where I Belong (Building 429)

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“Amazing Grace of God“

Psalm 150: Praise the LORD. Praise God in his santuary; praise him in his mighty heavens. Praise him for his acts of power; praise him for his surpassing greatness. Praise him with the sounding of the trumpet, praise him with the harp and lyre, praise him with tambourine and dancing, praise him with the strings and flute, praise him with the clash of cymbals, praise him with resounding cymbals. Let everything that has breath praise the LORD. Praise the LORD.

Psalm 96: “Sing to the LORD a new song; sing to the LORD, all the earth. Sing to the LORD, praise his name; proclaim his salvation day after day. Declare his glory among the nations, his marvelous deeds among all peoples. For all the gods of the nations are idols, but the LORD made the heavens. Splendor and majesty are before him; strength and glory are in his sanctuary. Worship the LORD in the splendor of his holiness; tremble before him, all the earth. Let the heavens rejoice, let the earth be glad; let the sea resound, and all that is in it; let the fields be jubilant, and everything in them. Then all the trees of the forest will sing for joy; they will sing before the LORD.

Revelation 21: A New Heaven and a New Earth

¹ Then I saw “a new heaven and a new earth,”^[a] for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. ² I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. ³ And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. ⁴ ‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’^[b]or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”  ⁵ He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”  ⁶ He said to me: “It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I will give water without cost from the spring of the water of life. ⁷ Those who are victorious will inherit all this, and I will be their God and they will be my children. ⁸ But the cowardly, the unbelieving, the vile, the murderers, the sexually immoral, those who practice magic arts, the idolaters and all liars—they will be consigned to the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death.”

The New Jerusalem, the Bride of the Lamb

 ⁹ One of the seven angels who had the seven bowls full of the seven last plagues came and said to me, “Come, I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb.” ¹⁰ And he carried me away in the Spirit to a mountain great and high, and showed me the Holy City, Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God. ¹¹ It shone with the glory of God, and its brilliance was like that of a very precious jewel, like a jasper, clear as crystal. ¹² It had a great, high wall with twelve gates, and with twelve angels at the gates. On the gates were written the names of the twelve tribes of Israel. ¹³ There were three gates on the east, three on the north, three on the south and three on the west. ¹⁴The wall of the city had twelve foundations, and on them were the names of the twelve apostles of the Lamb.  ¹⁵ The angel who talked with me had a measuring rod of gold to measure the city, its gates and its walls. ¹⁶ The city was laid out like a square, as long as it was wide. He measured the city with the rod and found it to be 12,000 stadia^[c] in length, and as wide and high as it is long. ¹⁷ The angel measured the wall using human measurement, and it was 144 cubits^[d] thick.^{[e] 18} The wall was made of jasper, and the city of pure gold, as pure as glass. ¹⁹ The foundations of the city walls were decorated with every kind of precious stone. The first foundation was jasper, the second sapphire, the third agate, the fourth emerald, ²⁰ the fifth onyx, the sixth ruby, the seventh chrysolite, the eighth beryl, the ninth topaz, the tenth turquoise, the eleventh jacinth, and the twelfth amethyst.^{[f] 21} The twelve gates were twelve pearls, each gate made of a single pearl. The great street of the city was of gold, as pure as transparent glass.  ²² I did not see a temple in the city, because the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. ²³ The city does not need the sun or the moon to shine on it, for the glory of God gives it light, and the Lamb is its lamp. ²⁴ The nations will walk by its light, and the kings of the earth will bring their splendor into it. ²⁵ On no day will its gates ever be shut, for there will be no night there. ²⁶ The glory and honor of the nations will be brought into it. ²⁷ Nothing impure will ever enter it, nor will anyone who does what is shameful or deceitful, but only those whose names are written in the Lamb’s book of life.

“god respond” national level, amazing blessing. personally …..? ; what’s the outcome of remaining in l..? what’s the need of commendments? how long do expect that i can last in this way? ; where is it? there’s nothing inappropriate. why did cut and make me waste time? my eyes cannot see anything. what am i doing while having to worry about…..please just give me a j… this is not helping me in reality.; “fantasy present” who wrote this? make feel miserable. ; last night, i watched a movie that is listed as my-supposed-to-be-favorite-movie in my facebook.

God is Awesome. but i am still stucked. why doesn’t He release me…?

God is awesome. in many sense. but still i’m puzzled. why He still doesn’t allow me to move back and forth at all, and stuck here. if my computer had been seized by ex (i believe), what am i supposed to do? i couldn’t, can not write what i wish to write, even can not look for….apply for….what the h……when every move is disturbed, blocked, what someone can do? when, even without them, already everythings are not easy? i have child custody issue coming next monday. but i couldn’t even write letter to lawyers in computer either…..i beg my kids to let me use their tiny computers….which also must be seized by ex……

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