Cherry Blossom in D.C.

During night, my spirit goes down to the bottom of the world. In the morning, it rises up.

There are news pictures of the National Cherry Blossom Festival in Washington. when i used to be near DC, i wished to go to see cherry blossoms in DC every spring. but always something important came up and always missed the season. my only luck, seeing it through pictures.

http://news.yahoo.com/photos/cherry-blossom-bloom-early-slideshow/cherry-blossom-festival-washington-d-c-photo-courtesy-photo-234500327.html#crsl=%252Fphotos%252Fcherry-blossom-bloom-early-slideshow%252Fcherry-blossom-photo-1332257541.html

 i guess there was nothing there. everything was empty promises. what’s wrong with GOD? empty predictions. wrong predictions. empty  words. wrong words. i waited waited on empty words until the last moment. until almost too late.

Chicago, i love you.

  

barry wallcoo

i think it’s harmless to have a bit of crush on President, isn’t it? who will care. nobody. he is simply a public figure. and millions of single women do so. that’s why he is popular with single women voters, i suspect. was it single women voters or single mom voters? and i’m also in the process of becoming single mom (i cannot believe this. am i? still in denial. maybe forever.) 

“Sweet Home Chicago.” Chicago sounds more like home now.

barry wallcoo

http://news.yahoo.com/obama-joins-jagger-b-b-king-belt-blues-025929811.html

 general giftedness. multitalented. do everything well including dancing singing.

Winter 2012 in Search of New Meaning

God. i’m your servant. You save me. Need the sense of safety.

“Yes, sometimes, i have this weird sense that the things that have happened to me are “Tragic Comedies.” Because, in part, those have been horrible nonsenses that only can be committed by horribly nonsense, inadequate, inappropriate, should-not-exist-in-the-world person (my ex) and, in part, i’m very serious (although i may look superficial) but, in essence, funny person. Considering the extent of unjustifiably horrible nonsense tragic components of those happenings due to horribly nonsense inadequate person, the remaining future should be extraordinarily happy ending for me. because i wish to believe that life is equally fair to everybody, and i need to have my fair share of happiness that had been completely lacked before.”

Tidal Forests